urfairygodmother

2009-09-29T01:28:00.003+08:00

this can be annoying to whoever that actually follows my blog, but im migrating back to livejournal. maybe livejournal does serve me best afterall. blogger is fine, but it kind of loses it appeal after a while.

im not asking you to relink, im not going to ask you to do anything. afterall, at the end of the day, the journal is for me and myself only but you are welcome to follow along if you'd like.

of course, this few-months-old blog is too precious to be deleted (even more so especially after those xabi-crazed moments!), so like this it'll stay. if you're still willing to read what i have to write, then i welcome you. if not, then i wish you well.

but as of now, livejournal it is:

http://chmstry.livejournal.com/

the links are for my own easy access. feel free to ignore:

2009-09-26T23:14:00.001+08:00

SHLSKDHL:ADJKLSJD CECH JUST GOT RED-CARDED. NO. WAY.
i am still hoping for the best. 35 more minutes to go.
COME ON CHELSEA.

2009-09-24T01:04:00.002+08:00

Nurul's performance on Singapore Idol last night was seriously the best. I actually enjoyed her rendition of Oops I Did It Again. It was so nice!! And not to mention, she looked so pretty and cute with the dress and hair and everything! Im actually waiting for some kind soul to upload the best quality video of her performance. Cannot waaaait!

I still wished MJ was still in the competition though :( In the meantime, listen to this:

Am still waiting for Nurul's performance on YouTube. Tick tock tick tock.

back into the fantasy world.

2009-09-23T03:50:00.000+08:00

it's probably the only place i can genuinely feel happy without any spoilers from anyone.

and im going to be in there for a while, just to keep my mind off certain things. honestly, it's not been the best couple of months for me. i know, He knows. they always say He would never give you a problem you cannot solve. the thing is, i'd rather run away from this problem than try to solve it. because i know that even if i solve it now, a few months down the road it'll happen again. it's happened a few times before and im tired already, so why bother.

2009-09-19T02:21:00.001+08:00

taufik appeared in my mind instantly when i saw this video on mtv just now.

2009-09-15T22:16:00.003+08:00

someone pls shove a sweatsock into eduardo's mouth pls.

“I just want to say that I’m a fair player. To score goals you must take your opportunities and I’m not the type of player who needs to be dishonest to score goals."

i still think he dived during that match, no matter how many each arsenal fans felt he was brought down.

tsk.

chelsea's up against porto tonighttttt. im still trying to find for some source where i can stream champions league matches online. it sucks that mio bought the cl rights. bleah.

mj medley

2009-09-14T18:22:00.001+08:00

An ungood afternoon.

2009-09-12T21:52:00.000+08:00

I had the worst day going to Geylang today. The weather + not enough sleep + fasting + big crowd = bad day out. Not fun okay. I not like. Ibu bought for little Q another set of baju kurung, this time in lime green. Comel itu budak. Now im just hoping she'll raya with us although it's highly impossible sebab, i think Vira will probably bring her home during the entire hari raya week. Aw man.

Chelsea's match in approximately 8 minutes time. Woohoo.

nothingness at 4 in the morning.

2009-09-12T04:31:00.002+08:00

hahahahah i want to laugh because i was trying to do this "Gaya Tidur" quiz on facebook but it was completely in malay and knowing myself, i actually do suck at my own mother tongue so i ended up reading slowly and trying to understand but i still couldnt so i just gave up and closed that window.

either my understanding of malay has gone from bad to worse or im just sleepy and hungry and cannot think straight enough to decipher that malay language. when was the last time i actually sat in a class learning malay? back in secondary 4. long time ago, so it's excusable right? at least i think so.

untitled.

2009-09-11T02:20:00.003+08:00

sila click gambar for a not so big but still big picture.
It's too bad many couldnt make it but i had fun nonetheless, from the moment we met up till time we had to go back home! Great company, great food, great fun = Great Tuesday night, that's all i can say (:

On Wednesday, me and my family went to Geylang and brought little Quraisya along. Mum bought for her two baju kurungs and she looked so cute in it!! It was quite difficult finding her size because the nice ones didnt fit her and all the ones that did were ugly but we eventually found that perfect two. Now all that's left for her is to buy shoes. Woohoo.

i saw that malay singapore gk, hassan sunny is it? or sunny hassan? either way, i saw him. woah. /random

you know. tuesday's episode of Growing Up was by far the saddest episode ever. i had like a no-holds-barred crying session watching it. the good thing was, i had it recorded so i watched it (and cried buckets) only when everyone was alr asleep. it was the episode where their mum/Mrs Tay died after being stabbed by a robber. so heartbreaking to watch mrs tay's final moments. but my god, lim kay tong still looked great even while crying!

btw, do you realise that there's just over a week before ramadhan ends? isnt that scarily fast? i could've sworn i thought there was at least two more weeks to aidilfitri but it's actually NEXT weekend. so fast.

september 11 already. i wish there was a pause button.

it's one of those nights where your mind wanders about the past, present and the future.

2009-09-04T02:29:00.000+08:00

i feel like my past miseries are coming back to haunt me. they are the reason why i hate meeting new people because i fear it will turn out the same way. those four years where my self-esteem just shoot to the lowest low. people can be so mean and cruel. sometimes, i forget that these people and their remarks aren't important in my lives and yet i let them affect me so badly.

the four years in secondary school wasnt my favourite period in my life. i hate it. the only comfort i can take out from it is that He led me to the paths of five amazing girls.

untitled

2009-08-30T02:51:00.001+08:00

Taare Zameen Par, a really beautiful movie C'= That child actor was really convincing acting as a dyslexic and of course, Aamir Khan was like the icing on the cake- besides the fact that it's one of those movies where he looked really good. The storyline, the acting, the music- everything. Probably one of the best movie ever done and another to add to my favourites.

One week of ramadhan gone just like that. So fast! I wouldnt say it has been smooth, because my patience was tested several times. That was hard. Nyeh.

Man Utd - Arsenal game just ended. Hahahahaha wtf Wenger and his antics. Im happy United won, i still dont like them though. But the Arsenal fans must be tearing their hair off. At the death when they thought they managed to steal a point, the whistle blows and it was flagged offside. It would be heartbreaking for Man Utd though if that goal had been allowed.

Either way, the game's over and as for Chelsay! HEHEHEHE. Nothing to grin about lah but Chelsea won 3-0. Woohoo. Another Drogba-Anelka combination, so far it's working well. Im just hoping it'll last long enough to at least win us the Champions League or something!

Speaking of Champions League, the group stages were announced just the other night. Arsenal got the easiest group amongst the Big Four, chet. Real Madrid vs Ac Milan and Chelsea vs Atletico Madrid would be one interesting encounter. Too bad i dont own any mioTv so that means i cannot watch any Champions League matches :(

Real Madrid's playing right now. Wow, all the new signings made it to the starting line-up. Ugh, Ronaldo. BUT HEY XABEH ;) I still cant believe Robben got sold off!!!! He was like, one of the best player last season and even this pre-season!! WTF PEREZ. I know you meant to cut down the huge squad size BUT REALLY, ROBBEN?! TSK.

I swear i have a lot of things to say but every single fish time i enter this Create a Post page, my mind just goes blank. Next time lah hor.

time's wasting away.

2009-08-22T01:54:00.000+08:00

i cannot wait for singapore to air this show. it looks so interesting!! besides, the vampires here looks so much hotter than edward cullen ever is/was.

channel 5's been showing Growing Up for the past couple of weeks. i enjoy watching that show to no end. honestly, it's one of the best local drama ever created imo. their acting were flawless and convincing. i love andrew seow's character, so good looking and so tough :) and lim kay tong is quite an attractive man, you know.

it's saturday already. bulan ramadhan is finally here with at least three hours left before ibu wakes up to cook for sahur. i is excused for the next few days though, just like last year's. nyeh.

i have like a week's worth of things to say actually, but they're scattered all over my brain. i'll probably have a word vomit during the next few days. oh well.

happy fasting to all the muslims. be good, hehe :)

...

2009-08-16T02:54:00.001+08:00

I just scared myself silly when i looked across the kitchen window of the fourth floor from the opposite flat and a figure came out from the toilet xD It was just an old man.

The new premier league season has started! Finally!! Drogba's match-winner was :O :O WHERE DID THAT COME FROM?! Yup, i for sure didnt expect that to go in but it did, so no complains there :-) Arsenal's probably at the top of the table for now, sebab the last i saw, they were leading Everton 6-0. Wow, what a way to start the season Gunners. But dont be too happy just yet eh! Hehe.

I cannot wait for the La Liga season. I am eager to see how Madrid will fare with Ronaldo, Kaka and Xabi all in their squad. Do you know that i still have no idea what number Xabi will be wearing in Madrid? I seriously have no clue. He wore 14 during his Liverpool days but Guti is Madrid's 14 so.. that's something i have to figure out.

... ooohkay, i just wiki-ed for it. He's wearing #22. 22 is nice, because it's my birthdate too. Nyahaha.

sleeq

2009-08-10T01:48:00.004+08:00

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

♥♥♥♥ The song's stuck in my head now.

2009-08-09T20:33:00.000+08:00

HERE HERE HERE

CANNOT EMBED BUT WOW SO HANDSOME :O
Guys who wear black always look good in it, no matter what. Taufik proved the point.
Im very sleepy, i just got back from Nurul's wedding three hours ago. I think i sweat a full bucket. It was so hot, you could see me fanning almost the entire time. After the pengantin left, Kakak drove me home while ibu and my younger siblings stayed behind. DO YOU KNOW THAT ME AND KAKAK WERE STUCK AT THE TRAFFIC LIGHT BECAUSE IT WAS JAMPACKED WITH CARS TRYING TO GET INTO SHELL SEBAB THE MINYAK PRICE DAH TURUN?!?! FOR HALF AN FREAKING HOUR!! RIDICULOUS! AND WE WERE LIKE FIVE TURNS AWAY FROM OUR HOUSE. My god. Five turns is like 1 minute away okay. Wtf wtf wtf.

The next time i blog will probably be about Rentak Singapura and Nurul's wedding.

my left ear is half-deaf.

2009-08-09T02:52:00.006+08:00

RENTAK SINGAPURA 2009 WAS SUPER AWESOME.

More on that later because right now, it's 3am and im supposed to sleep sebab i have to wake up at 10am ~~tmr~~ later for Nurul's wedding. AND IM DESPERATE for someone or anyone to upload a high quality video of both Sleeq's performance because i like it so much that i cant put them into proper sentences! I need to buy their album! Not to mention, they both looked realllllll good :):):)

Of course, Taufik ♥♥♥♥♥ He 'screamed'! Woah :O

Let it be.

2009-08-07T02:04:00.001+08:00

It's so annoying coming across negative reactions of fans who disapproves of Xabi's move to Real Madrid. As far as im concerned, i am beyond ecstatic that Xabi made the decision to move. Not that i hate Liverpool, but the fact that one of my favourite players is joining a club that i follow is almost like another wish came true. Not literally but i rmb wanting Xabi to move to Real Madrid since long ago and only made that known (here).

In other news. Hi marypinpops. Im broke. Like broke, broke. Friday im gg out with the anisoc people, but kakak gave me some money so im hoping it will suffice. Saturday im gg for the Rentak Singapura event at RP which im dreading to go now sebab i very much want to go to my cousin Nurul's nikah. Not to mention, i have to pay $20 for the RP event. Sunday is something im not money-worried about sebab i'll be gg out with my family so money wont be an issue since my parents will be the one paying anything that needs be. Hehe.

The only thing im worried for on Sunday is that:
1) It's National Day!!! I want to watch the tv live telecast!!
2) Singapore Idol 2009!! Hahaha i just have to see just because.
3) CHELSEA VS MAN UTD. Community Shield, nothing big but i still want to watch sebab HELLO IT'S CHELSEA.

And if we dont get back home before maghrib, i wont be able to watch those three above and i mati-mati must watch #3 even if i have to miss #1 and #2.

Im trying to find a job and i found quite a lot of interesting ones. It's just a matter of whether or not those employers will want to employ me at all. Hahaha. Oh wells. I'll just send in my resume and then i'll let Him take care of the rest.

To the face I see in my memory, where are you now.

2009-08-03T02:33:00.003+08:00

I know we'll never see those days again
And things will never be that way again
But that's just how it goes
People change but I know
I won't forget you

Back to how it was before.

2009-07-27T22:11:00.004+08:00

Liverpool FC cruising Singapore River

Singapore Lions vs Liverpool FC

No 'during match' pictures because if you watched the match, you would've seen them all, upclose even.

.. and life goes back as per normal. My life is almost complete (not literally of course but it goes the same anyway... Right, am not making sense.). First, there was Tim Cahill; Then Shahrukh Khan made my oldest wish came true; and now Xabi Alonso.

It'll be completed once i see the boys in blue a.k.a the Chelsea FC players. And when that day finally comes, i can die happy afterwards. But holy wow, if that day ever (hopefully!) comes........ i dont think words could even describe it.

So anyway, during their river cruise, i think i ran the fastest i ever did, even faster than i did for my 2.4km, chasing that boat just to get as many shots of Xabi. My god, i almost died of breathlessness and that very unbearable menstrual cramps at the end. I thought my kakak and Shahirah was behind me but they were nowhere behind when i turned around. Chet.

And during matchday itself, hahahaha i couldnt help but smile whenever the crowd chanted "Man Utd Sucks" (or "Manchester Suck", whichever one lah i also forgot). I mean, you wear a Man Utd jersey and you sit at the KOP area, you're bound to get 'noticed'! Hahahaha. And then there was a journalist i think who wore an Everton jersey and he also 'kena' by the crowd from the North stand xD

I sat at the North btw but it was weird just because. I was, obviously, on Singapore's side and i was hoping Indra would score :( He was close, but just not close enough. And i cant believe it happened again. That's the fourth time already!!! Why, why doesnt Singapore score each time i see their match in person? Why?! Each time i hoped to stand up and cheer should the Lions score, they didnt. ajfhsjkdfhsd.

5-0. If it even read 5-1, i would've been glad.

When the whole thing was over, everyone went over to where the bus was parked and on my side, at least three people ended up falling into the longkang -.- And obviously these fans didnt listened properly because one of the officers said that there'll be "two more coaches coming out so i need everyone to maintain this width". Yet, when the first Liverpool coach came out and went off, almost everyone followed that bus and the officers actually had to shout to them to get back to their position, but many ignored and chased.

My kakak was clever enough to remind me to stay because "kan officer tu cakap ada dua coach. and you can see tak banyak players apa kat dlm that first bus." So we stayed, along with some other fans, and another coach came out, this time we were lucky. Because Rafa saw and waved back at us and i would assumed he saw the poster my kakak did because he gave a thumbs up after that. And i know for sure it was directed to us because the nearest person to us was at least two arms' length away from my left and kakak's right. I actually forgot i had a camera on my hand to take Rafa's picture and only rmbered when kakak asked me if i'd taken a picture of that moment. Kirakan mcm captured moment gitu lah.

Kakak made a mistake in that poster by putting "us". I told her that morning "why did you put us?! it's not as if i want to cakap hi to any of them." indeed i dont wish to.

So yes, life's back to normal now. Xabi's gone back to England with his teammates and i'll focus more on getting back all those sleeps i missed. It's been fun while it lasted and i enjoyed every minute of the standing, chasing and walking of it. Yes, this coming from a Blues fan but hey, no harm there.

I cannot wait for the new season to start. So exciting!! Chelsea, 2009/2010 Premier League Champions? It can happen ;)

that man in red.

2009-07-26T02:10:00.003+08:00

Omgomgomgomg, Xabi!!!!!!!! I was there strictly for Xabi: read THIS. Coherent post tmr, am too happy beyond words to type anything.

free

2009-07-24T00:18:00.004+08:00

Prison Break's finally, really ended. The ending was emotional, especially when Lincoln and Sara was watching the video of Michael :'( I thought Michael would die from "brain aneurysm" or something, i didnt expect him to die after helping Sara escaped from prison. So depressing! You're supposed to be free together!!!

I still love Alex Mahone. I'll miss his character most. I still think he's ridiculously charming even though the pictures doesnt justify that. You have to watch to understand why i am greatly attracted to him. That includes Lincoln and Sucre. Sucre is major hot okay. And Lincoln is just... wow.

Thursdays are gg to be boring now, although that means i can watch Keliwon without any disruption now. Eversince Prison Break started, there's never an episode of Keliwon that i was able to watch fully. Nyeh.

Wtf i can actually see the construction workers walking on top of Northpoint from my blk!! It's 1.30a, arent they supposed to stop working or something?! ..At least im hoping it's human i see!

Liverpool's arrived already. How come my kakak doesnt show any signs of enthusiasm?! My god. If it was Chelsea that's here, i'd be delirious!

see you in eternity

2009-07-23T18:59:00.002+08:00

Looking at a picture of you in my hands
Wondering if I'm ever gonna see you again

Without you I don't know how my life will be
But I believe
It's not goodbye
Cause I will remember you
And I will see you again
When I rise
Cause I know and I believe
I will see you in eternity

So close yet so far
But in my heart you're here with me
You did not leave
You just went to live in eternity

Without you I dont know how my life will be
But I believe
It's not goodbye
Cause I will remember you
And I will see you again
When I rise
Cause I know and I believe
I will see you in eternity

You will live in the light of the sun again
Dancing in the river of life and
Knowing that'll never end and forever by my side
I'll never have to say goodbye

Cause I will remember you
And I will see you again
When I rise
Cause I know and I believe
I will see you in eternity

It's not goodbye
Cause I will remember you
And I will see you again
When I rise
Cause I know and I believe
I will see you in eternity
I will see you in eternity

2009-07-23T00:24:00.004+08:00

Sometimes i feel like i need someone to control my money, just so to prevent me from spending it on food, food and more food or things that i thought i'd use but ended up chucking them aside. Seriously.

My left shoulder is aching so bad and my legs are really tired. But i had a fun time with Sulas today :) Didnt know watching people taking the GMax can make my stomach twist and turn. Im never trying that Bungee, so scary o_o I scared later if i take, the Bungee string would just snap and i'd fly out to nowhere and then crash into a wall or hard pavement and then die.

I have a negative mindset, you see, especially with heights. I even have the biggest fear of taking the plane because my brothers like to watch Air Crash Investigation and the show will always re-enact the scenes of how the planes crash and it makes my fear shoot straight up. So much for wanting to go Europe.

Anything to do with heights can make me stop in my tracks just because.

Prison Break tmr last episode, so sad :( I saw the teaser for tmr's finale and Sarah got arrested for killing Christina and she goes to jail..... so does that mean there's a season 5? But cannot be lah, Michael die already what. Aw man.

apm 2006

2009-07-22T00:17:00.004+08:00

Will forever be my favourite APM moment. Ever. Note to self: 1:40 onwards.

2009-07-20T03:25:00.000+08:00

I cannot wait for the 8th of August simply because i miss gg to a Taufik event. The last time i went to his event was donkey months ago- January to be specific. I miss Taufik okay, very much. Of course, congrats Taufik for winning 'Artis Singapura Paling Popular'. Alhamdulillah :)

Im trying to wait for 4.30am to strike so i can have my 'sahur'. Im trying to finish my final two days of hutang puasa by this week, just so i wont have to worry about it later when August starts. Ive learnt my lesson: Next time, settle the hutang puasa way, way earlier, or else it'll be difficult. Even when 2009 started, my hutang puasa from 2007 wasnt even settled yet, add on with last year's hutang. Very troublesome because i got lazy and forgetful, but it's just desserts for me sbb tak nak bayar siang2 kan.

Because im out of words, here's a random fact of me: I hate eating chicken boobs. My favourite parts of the chicken are its wings and drumsticks. If ibu cooks a whole chicken, i have to make sure that i get at least a drumstick and a wing and i usually show my dislike if any of my siblings eats them. Im not saying im greedy or picky or whatever, im just saying, you should not eat my chicken wing and my chicken drumstick. Go get your own!

5th July's.

2009-07-16T02:02:00.012+08:00

scrolling box thingy from hidayah's blog.

There you go, during my nieces gathering. Sebab i very lazy to elaborate, the people you see in the pictures are all relatives from the late "Hashim Bin Deron"'s generation, my mum's side lah tu. And the little comel chubby cute baby in the last two pictures is Kak Lina's little girl, Mia (or however you spell it). VERY COMEL, i feel like taking her home.

There are things worth mentioning but all basi already because it happened like more than a week ago.

Anyway, Kakak Ziela and her family has already left since Monday night/Tuesday morning but that's a different story altogether. Have i mentioned i actually procrastinate when it comes to blogging? Yes and i believed im the only one who does that. Like the event above, i actually wanted to post them last Monday but i got lazy and then i told myself i'd just do it the next day and it draggggggged on till now. See.

Im watching Liverpool's friendly match against St.Gallen now, dont know why. Im just bored. Im waiting for 3am to strike so that i can watch CSI:Miami. I dont understand why many dont like Miami. Sure sometimes Horatio mcm melebih gitu with his shades and whatever but there's Ryan Wolfe what. Im trying to watch CSI:NY because Detective Mac Taylor is very charming to no end. I prefer him over Horatio anytime please.

My computer's getting the virus, i think. Many times i have trouble starting it up and right now, im trying to back up allllllll my 3843590347509 files of everything from music to pictures to writings to photoshops psds. Eh, some of them are priceless and once lost, cannot be found again okay. I'll cry if that ever happen.

It's only 2.34am. Still got about just over 25 minutes to kill before Miami starts.

here one day, gone one night.

2009-07-10T01:48:00.003+08:00

Believe it or not, that above, is my current desktop. And if you know me good enough, you'd know how much i dislike that guy (yes he's a great player, probably one of the best on earth right now, yada yada but i dont like him, period.) so i surprised even myself when i made that picture as my desktop wallpaper the moment i saw it. To think my previous wallpaper was of one of Madrid's new signings, and also a favourite of mine. How dare i replace him with this man! I must be out of my mind!

I watched the Michael Jackson Memorial Service, wow performances from everyone but i love love love lurrrrrve Usher's performance of Gone Too Soon, so beautiful :')

good things always have to end.

2009-07-08T01:06:00.002+08:00

"people are always talking about how hard it is to find a good man, but nowadays it's hard to even find a good person.
it's so hard to just even find a person to talk to; someone who will just listen and not judge, someone who will just take you as you are."

Last sunday, kakak ziela had a gathering to celebrate her kids' (way advance) birthday, since they're gg off next monday. It was fun, i guess. I mean, for someone who really, really doesnt like all these kinda stuffs, it was pretty okay-ish fun. I would've put up pictures but im too lazy at this moment. Maybe when ive put up pictures then i'll just detail what went on and stuffs.

quotes;

2009-07-05T01:28:00.002+08:00

"this is life - people will screw you over. you'll fight with your family. you'll witness things that will change you forever. you'll blame new lovers for things old lovers did. you'll lose best friends you thought would always be there. you'll come to realize that everyone has a past. you'll cry, you'll laugh, and you'll embarrass yourself. but then, you'll find your very own moment where none of that matters; where you can sit back and realize that shit happens to the people who can handle it and that this is who you are, and no one should want to change you, including yourself."

best.quote.ever.
ever.

sweet surprise

2009-06-30T23:51:00.003+08:00

The Sunday afternoon of 28th June has got to be one of the highlights of this year and my life. I still cannot believed it happened but it did and i am very, very thankful. Looking through all that photos is enough to make me burst in a wide smile. I would've selfishly wished that time would drag itself longer. All that laughter, all that chit-chatting..

I like what was written though. It is something i happened to live by.

:)
♥

usa vs brazil

2009-06-29T03:06:00.003+08:00

It's the Confed Cup Finals right now and since Starhub doesnt telecast its match, im kind of live-streaming it online. AND GUESS WHAT.

USA is currently leading Brazil by 2 goals to none. USA LEH USA! Im surprised! First Spain.. and maybe now, Brazil? Im gg to surprise myself by sleeping now and knowing the results tmr.

I dont really care who wins but should USA win eventually, then they will have every right to boast, at least for the moment.

eta: okay, who am i kidding. i havent fallen asleep yet. and USA didnt win. Brazil came back from 2-0 down to win 3-2. amazing or whut.

the woes.

2009-06-26T23:55:00.001+08:00

You know last night while watching Prison Break, when Scofield and the rest managed to get the Scylla, i almost thought that that episode was the season finale. because Self said once Scofield and the rest hands the Scylla to Self, they'd be free. but, nuuuuuu. self is actually a bad person too!!!!! i mean, he shot Trishanne!!! oh that evil evil person D:< he made scofield and his gang do all the dirty work and ended up in bellick being dead and and and, HOW DARE HE.

i cannot wait for next week's episode. i have to know what that Self dude is going to do with Scylla. and i am so eager to know what is on scofield's mind knowing that he and his friends were 'cheated'.

on a completely different note,

i was reading someone's journal the other day and an entry of hers and a comment on that particular entry pretty much summed up why i dont like going out in big groups. the simple reason being that, whether they're people whom ive known for months or years or whatever, i tend to feel out of place sometimes. it's like im there but not there at the same time. i dont know. maybe because when i talk, people might start yawning or something? i dont know. thats why most of the time i'll just keep quiet unless i really find the need to say something.

being left out is not a nice feeling. ive been in that position many times. maybe because i dont know how to 'fit' myself around people? i really dont know.

a legend gone

2009-06-26T16:08:00.001+08:00

"If you enter this world knowing you are loved and you leave this world knowing the same, then everything that happens in between can be dealt with." - Michael Jackson

I still cant believe it. I feel so affected, as does everyone else, im sure. RIP MJ.

whose line

2009-06-23T01:37:00.000+08:00

In my head, if i could bite you i'd take a little nip,
Because i am the chocolate.. and you're the Chip.

Very cute this game! I like how Wayne so cheeky-comel point and say "and you're the chip!" to Chip. It got me giggling to no end! xD But seriously, very very cute kan!

2009-06-20T20:55:00.002+08:00

(mostly) Every blog, every journal i went to, have a song/video of the Wonder Girls' Nobody. Im not exactly a big fan of Korean music or whatever but i ended up giving it a listen because it's annoying to see the same link/video over and over again and now the song is stuck in my head. That "I want nobody, nobody but you *clap clap*" song. My head. Cannot. Get. It. Out. I am actually listening to its song as im typing this.

Gah. The other night, i was watching a Euro u21 Championship match b/w i think italy and serbia. One of the billboards was an advertisement of Carlsberg but what's funny was, there was the word 'non-alcoholic' on that same ad. Carlsberg not alcohol meh? =\

Anyway. I watched Race on Vasantham just now and i love that movie. All the twists and turns in the storyline, so exciting! I ended up laughing because when i thought i had it all figured out, another 'twist' just had to appear. It's a good movie, you should watch it too.

I have nothing to say really except that im still unemployed though not a student and that all i do nowadays is help ibu take care of the super annoying but super comel Quraisya. If you dont know who Quraisya is, then wait till the next entry.. or whenever.

2009-06-12T17:07:00.003+08:00

Great. All i wanted was some peace but the brother of mine just had to fight with his girlfriend over the phone and ruined my quietness. Wtf.

And the Kantoi song below is stuck in my head. It's so catchy and the way she sings it is so nice. I love how her English sounds American-like but still have that Melayuness when she sang the Malay bits.

Jimble-jumble.

2009-06-09T23:45:00.001+08:00

Being sick is no fun at all. For the entire one week since two Sundays back, the head kept spinning, the nose was blocked and my body was so weak. I pretty much starved myself because eating seemed almost pointless especially when your tastebuds arent working. I relied on drinking alot of water instead just to get my stomach 'full'. I lost 7kg during the whole process and on top of that, i had one of the worst sleepless nights ever because one moment, i felt too hot, the next, too cold and the next i was coughing. I slept in the living room because i couldnt afford to get myself climbing up and down the stairs of my bed in the middle of the night.

Going to the doctor is redundant because they'll give me panadols and i wont take them because i strongly believe that i'd get choked on those pills if i try to telan them down so i relied on home medicine.

And then Abah was neverending with his "Hai orang sakit! Belom baik lagi? :D" because just a few days before i became victim, Abah also had fever and i laughed at him because it's a rare sight to see Abah falling sick, just as is my case.

If i was still schooling, i'd probably have rejoiced at the fact that i could've gotten one week's worth of mc. That'd be a first in my entire 20-year history.

So anyway, PRISON BREAK HAS STARTED :D:D:D BUT HOW CAN WHISTLER DIE SO EARLY IN SEASON?!!!! That gorgeous, sexy Englishman :( I dont really care that Sara is still alive. Makes no difference to me anyway. Im just upset Whistler had to die so early. But woohoo, Mahone is getting charming and charming as the episode goes by ;)

And during my week-long absence from the internet and computer, i also found out that Chelsea has hired Carlo Ancelotti. I dont know what to expect and i dont know how Chelsea will fare under Carlo but i hope it would bring good results. Real Madrid also bought Kaka from AC Milan for quite a sum. So rich huh, 15% of that amount must be like chickadees to them, might as well donate to me.

I have a lot, a lot more to say but my cough is getting from bad to worst and my nose is leaking continuously and it's very annoying. To think i thought i was fully well. Life's going to be a jumble these few days. What with Adek in the "hotel" and ibu abah running back and forth from the "hotel" and home.

Hi Sasa J, i know you'll probably be the only one who reads this blog but thank you for being such a loyal visitor xD We'll meet up soon enough okay! Maybe for a movie? What upcoming movie do you feel like watching? PLEASE AH, choose your movies wisely!! No hanging at the end! Hahahahaha xDD

it's not over till it's over

2009-05-26T00:28:00.004+08:00

The season is not exactly over yet- there's the upcoming FA Cup final this weekend so i'll wait for that to be over before deciding as to whether Chelsea's season was good or bad. Hah.

PRISON BREAK S4 IS STARTING NEXT WEEK!!!!! I am so eager and excited and i cannot, cannot wait to see the botak goodness grace my tv screen three nights a week! *hyperventilates* I know some may have even finished watching Season 4 but i stay fiercely loyal to Channel 5 by waiting for it to air. I always believe watching on tv is way better than online. Right now, im also awaiting for Channel 5 to air Supernatural S3. They're way behind time i know, but it still beats watching/downloading online.

Right. So i have alot to say but everything's gone from my mind. It happens everytime.

Kris Allenation.

2009-05-21T11:51:00.002+08:00

Kris Allen is ridiculously handsome. I havent been following AI at all but i did saw one particular performance of his that made me an instant fan: his rendition of Heartless by Kanye West. I can listen to that all week.

And probably the first time in my entire life that i actually watched American Idol live. Lol, cant believe i woke up so early for that.

It's Thursday already! And May is ending in less than two weeks! Time's breezing past way, way too fast.

The only blue in a sea of red.

2009-05-19T03:44:00.003+08:00

26TH JULY

I cannot wait to see you in flesh. I am so super duper excited!! *HYPERVENTILATES*
He's probably the only Red i'll ever, ever truly support and i have always hoped he would go and play for Real Madrid instead. Maybe one day but right now, that is not important because omg he's coming to Singaporeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!! I am so excited you have no idea.

For those living under the rock, Liverpool's coming to Singapore lah dey! By no means am i a Liverpool supporter btw. Chelsea okay, Chelsea! ~blue is the colour~

mcdreamy

2009-05-13T00:54:00.003+08:00

my jaw dropped when he appeared. it was from the martha stewart show more than a year ago. he looked yummy like that.
i feel so isolated from the outside world. i seldom go out, unless necessary. and if little quraisya stays overnight at my house, all i'd do is play with her. there are times when i wished i was accepted into a polytechnic, at least i'd have something to do.

working is definitely out of the question. ibu did told me to find a job everytime i told her im bored but nyeh. i dont know. maybe not now. maybe later. i dont know.

life's a complete blah right now.

stephen hatker

2009-05-12T01:56:00.002+08:00

i think the whole time i was watching the video below on youtube, my eyes were more locked on that guy in the background. something about him attracted me majorly.

men. what would the world be without them.

it will all get better in time.

2009-05-11T18:43:00.003+08:00

i think i prefer acoustic music better than its original music, and Boyce Avenue is probably the one who does them all best. really, really best. 'you and me', 'no air' and 'better in time' has to be my favourite covers thus far- actually everything lah.

last night, chelsea thumped arsenal 4-1. i was sincerely pleased with the result and the performance of the players, especially after that disappointment in midweek. sure we wont be able to win the premier league but on the brightside, chelsea's still in the champions league next season :) but what sucked, obviously is the fact that miotv has the rights to telecast champions league for the next three seasons, i think, so unless abah buys miotv, i'll be champions league deprived. the goddammit of it all.

and as much as the name barcelona sets fire in me, i still hope they win the champions league. ugh, cant believe i want that to happen. but b/w man utd and barcelona, i'd way much prefer the latter please.

for a moment in time.

2009-05-10T02:22:00.004+08:00

thank you sulas, dhee and syakilla for the lovely time (last evening). next time, i dont want causeway point okay. and hopefully, the next time all of us are free to meet-up, hazi and man will come along too. yay, love you girls. alot, alot.

with reference to the previous post.

2009-05-07T16:18:00.003+08:00

in any game in any sport, you win some, you lose some. but when the team you love lose because of some stupid refereeing decisions, it can be very, very heartbreaking. sure it's just a game but really. if you were in my position, to watch the way chelsea were that very close to going to the final and then have it all go up in smoke, you'd have cry too.

barcelona didnt deserved it, at all. i stand true to that. sure chelsea could have done better with the countless chances where we could've killed the game off earlier but, at the end of the day, the decisions made by the referee affects the game too.

to see the players reacting the way they did last night, heck, i would've reacted the same way. i mean, i did except i couldnt really shout and scream because hello, it's 5am.

i really dont know what to say. guus is leaving chelsea at the end of the season. how i wished he'd stay. i dont know who the next chelsea coach will be but whoever you are, please guide chelsea to the champions league final and let the captains lift that trophy. i'll forever be grateful.

chelsea vs .

2009-05-07T04:48:00.000+08:00

I BLAME THE FUCKING REFEREE. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU.

2009-04-30T18:52:00.003+08:00

i am so going to regret this. how in the world can i forget even after i reminded myself countless of times. how how howwwwwwwwwwww. basitah, you're getting old.

see, ibu made the decision weeks back that we're gg to kl this labour day, which is tmr right? yes. and then last week while watching real madrid's match, the commentator indirectly reminded me that the 'el clasico' game (which is considered a huge game because this game will determined who the (la liga) title will go to) is this week saturday. so all this time ibu said we're going kl i was like, "okay let's go! im in!" because the main reason was, i wanted to eat at subway.

so happily i confirmed that im gg and then it struck me, "oh no shit, real madrid match!!!!" thus the birth of this entry.

you see. this season in the spanish league has been very entertaining. at the start of the season, real madrid and barcelona looked as if they were out of running for the title race, and then halfway through the season, things turnaround for both teams and they're now 1-2 at the top of the table. barca's currently 4 points ahead of real madrid which means that at the el clasico this saturday, a real madrid win would see the title race go down to the last day of the league. so i dont want to see real madrid winning without ME watching the match...... you dont really care, do you?

hahahaha. anyway, i hope we get back home by latest 2am sunday morning because the match is at 2000hrs over in spain. and i dont want to miss it.

btw, please remind me. i have an asshole for a brother, unfortunately.

2009-04-28T04:38:00.000+08:00

It's almost 4am right now. My bedtime's getting from worst to even worst.

Find more videos like this on urbanmusicdirect.com

This song is amaaaaazingly nice. It's been my earworm since the first time i heard it. I love the rhythm of it, so pleasant and sweet.

Long John Silver should start doing deliveries. Seriously! I crave their fries and their grilled chicken cajun or whatever it's called. I mean, delifrance has gone delivering too, so why wont ljs huh! I should write to them and tell them to start doing home deliveries. And then i'll be the first to order their fries and iced milo and that grilled chicken gajun or whatever it's called!

It's 4.44am, less than 24 hours before the big match- Chelsea against Barcelona at the dreaded Nou Camp. Im a nervous-wreck because one, it's Barcelona we're talking about. Probabaly the best team in Europe right now, if not the world! They're even bookmarker's favourite to lift that trophy but i hope, with the love and blessings of god of course, that Chelsea doesnt screw this game up. Please, oh please please pleaseeee, dont concede silly goals Chelsea.

Oh.. great.. I saw something while surfing through some regular websites and what i saw made me wish it didnt happened in the first place, at least not there. Go figure. Now im upset :(

Fickle-minded.

2009-04-24T01:21:00.002+08:00

God knows why i created Marypinpops when my livejournal is still breathing but sjkhglskjdghlkdfj. Time will tell how long this blog will last. Till then, stop going to Lightloving and bring your attention here instead- if you even care. Not that i do because seriously, the lesser people reading your blog, the better- at least that's what i think.

Layout is temporary, till i find nicer ones. Whenever that will be. Btw, I love Adrian Pang's character in Red Thread.

testing.

2009-04-23T19:47:00.002+08:00

because you are not allowed to preview if you have no posts. jeebus.

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